Age 24, She/ Her
Beyond the Screens
Joined on 11/2/21
Posted by controllerjar - January 6th, 2024
It all doesnt make sense, i cant understand why everyone has bought into this idea that they like to have me be *existing*
they all know exactly how annoying i am, what a nuisance i am, they know i will upset at things that don't matter at all
i know exactly that if i said nothing, nobody would ever notice i was gone, it will help you, why is everyone so stubborn?
Though i don't even have an easy fast way to go away, why are you worried? you know im to much of a coward to do anything anyways
Think if you really are annoying or if you are telling yourself that you are annoying remember those thoughts are only thoughts and are not real, and if you are really being annoying when you talk to people then try and change it and work on it
We do love and appreciate your presence. These ideas you have about what others think of you are completely wrong. You are a generous and extraordinary person full of artistic talent whom makes people day like mine more happier. I hope you can see you are important in the eyes of so many in this world.
Why do you think that? I don't know you much, in fact, I'm just a person who really likes your arts. But, you helped me a lot, I could say you revolutionized my art, you helped a random person.
What I want to say is, you are an important person to many others, you seem be a good friend
controllerjar
I just want to stop being such an insufferable piece of shit, but you cant escape yourself.