im just exsausted, i can bearly focus on anything

im sick but my mom dosent care, instead she has made it worse

obviously, the previous abuse wasnt enough, gotta get rid of the burden that is me

being sick makes me unable to work anymore, stops me from finding a place and leaving the house faster

gotta take care of that quickly, just move out and just leave me to figure things out

Hello everyone, i just like to say that im still working on art and stuff, just havent uploaded in a while, but i havent stopped making it or anything. Hopefully ill be able to upload a piece ive been working on for a while soon!

Unfortunately Ive been dealing a lot with weird health problems, which also doesn't make it easier to make stuff

Ive been getting dizzy, almost passing out. while this happens Ive been noticing how low my heartbeat is, the suddenly picking up again like hitting the gas while driving a car. This is accompanied fatigue and stings in my hands and legs.

If your familiar with these things you may notice these symptoms resemble the early stages of a certain heal affliction that starts with a B and is associated with sugar...needless to say this shit is terrifying

Luckily i have happen to have a friend who has studied to be a doctor and they have been helping me out a lot.

I sincerely hope that with there guidance and help we will be able to set things right again.

life kinda is hell, but at least I'm not alone

After how my previous update posts where, I wanted to say that I’m pretty fine

life continues to throw difficult circumstances at me, but I can and will manage

i suffered from a lot of mental health problems and some losses to over the last few months

but it made me think about what I do have, and that is a bunch of people who really care about me

furthermore, even if I am in a bad situation I am not stuck, things can improve, I can improve

sorry this is just a bunch of stuff, but I want people to know I’ll be alright

It all doesnt make sense, i cant understand why everyone has bought into this idea that they like to have me be *existing*

they all know exactly how annoying i am, what a nuisance i am, they know i will upset at things that don't matter at all

i know exactly that if i said nothing, nobody would ever notice i was gone, it will help you, why is everyone so stubborn?

Though i don't even have an easy fast way to go away, why are you worried? you know im to much of a coward to do anything anyways

I feel the urge to just disappear, just so people don’t have to do with anything related to me anymore.

everyone would be happy about it, a burden is taken of your shoulders

it would be cruel not to do this, I don’t want to make life worse for everyone

I just wanted to apologize that my art output is so little - ive been very busy and stressed with life, honestly im pretty depressed too. I hoped to focus on putting out a few more high effort things over time, but i guess thats just not how the Internet works.

Ive been working on some very big projects too though, projects that i hope to tell you about relatively soon, but knowing me - it probably will still take a long while.

I’m sitting here, waiting with bated breath for my Friend to hit 1k with like 10 people missing,

but honestly it’s taking just to long for me. So now I’m gonna kick you out of your Bed,

because Bleak Creep is an excellent artist and your not doing yourself any favors by sleeping on her!

Her Art is just an utter treat, open your eyes people!

She’s also working on other cool projects. For instance, togetherh @Peti & @P-PAMda there making a cool little autumn game, which looks sweeter then any American food product full of corn syrup!

Not to mention another secret game project with yours truly, But yours see that one later.

You can also watch US, an lgbt love story thats the coolest thing ever!

and I’m not just saying that cause I’m in the credits… but it helps you know.

So, you gonna be a loser, or are you gonna Join me with the cool kids and watch Bleak-Creep?

It’s your choice, can’t stop you from being stupid after all.

So yesterday my latest pixel art appeared on the front page!

You know, Jesus might think he is famous, but is he on NGs frontage? i think not!

Because this I got am influx of new People that follow my work, that’s neat,

Its over 20 and soon approaching 30. Hello there everybody, who are you cool people?