I figured ill drop an update on how I've been doing, since i moved into my own place at the beginning of this year.

I'm doing generally well, thought it's been kinda up and down for me, i guess after how i was constantly pressured by my mother before it feels weird to live in a space where that isn't a factor anymore. Having room for yourself also means slowly starting to deal things that were bushed back a long time like traumas and the like, what i really wanna do now that i live freely. All of this is very complicated, but i belief i can handle it

That all aside, i will talk a little about my future art plans:

Firstly - Bunny Angel Game 🪽🐰🪽

My Output of visual art has slowed down by quite a bit, but that doesn't mean i haven't been busy, in fact its quite the opposite. For a incredibly long time I've been wanting to make a video game, but i always didn't go anywhere with it for one simple reason: biting more off then i can chew. the first remnants of what resembles my current project came about in 2018, since then i reworked it several times, trying to figure out what i wanted from it. Ultimately i decided to restart the project some time ago with two big changes, firstly - keeping the scale as low as i can, secondly - doing ample planning so i can assure that all the work i put in will actually make it into the final piece

please keep the following in mind, its something that applies to many forms of art and something that i learned the hard way: when you make a house, don't start building the roof. In other words, laying the foundation is very important, especially for your big projects

To get to the point, I'm working on a game about bunny angels that kill demons currently!

Progress is fairly slow, but i am very happy with the work i have accomplished so far. All in all this game won't be released any time soon, but i hope that people will look forward to me releasing more information about it!

for now, have this little concept comic i drew for it!

Game Dev Sidenote:

I almost forgot, but i also contributed some sprites to a toxic yuri VN game called devotion not to long ago.

You can check it out here if you like, but please keep in mind that it is +18 only! - check it out on itch!

Secondly - more Artwork! 🎨

Because of the above mentioned project my art output has pretty slowed and i hope you understand,

HOWEVER I am trying to post more art again on here when i can. Before i thought that i would just spend my time grinding work on the game...but it turns out that is actually really boring and just bleeds my creativity dry if its the only thing i do.

So I'm doing little side things in between to keep creatively sane, some of which will be more Artworks for people to enjoy!

I've also really got into just doodling last year, I have to say that doing art just for its own sake and not trying to make something impressive is really good for the soul! I haven't posted these here because i feel like there not really what people want to see, but if people want i may post some of my favorite doodles on update posts like this if people are interested!

Lastly - Furry BS!!! 🎊🎊🎊

This last part isn't that important, but i figure i should mention it since i haven't been here for a while. I used to use a seal sona for myself, but over time i grew a little apart from it. As is now I'm both using a Puppy and Shark sona, depending on how i feel (hence the pfp change)

But anyhow!

I hope that like... people are still here and care about my art and all that good stuff🥲

Take care, good luck and see ya soon!

Ive should have posted an update her way sooner, but i kept forgetting about it, theres also a lot that has been going on

Im very tired to ill keep it brief, but contrary to my last update post i didnt get kicked out by my mother.

She often gets very agressive and sometimes even violent when angered or stressed, even worse is when she would take my acess to the internet away, when she was treaten to kick me out its hard to tell if she would actually do it or not

luckily i dont have to care about that anymore cause im moving out next year, right at the beginning of january infact!

its a one room appartment, but it has plent space for just me alone so i wont have to deal with harrasment like that anymore!

thats all for now really, ive been doing art regularly, but its moreso just doodle art which is probably not what people would like to see. also been working a lot on a game project i hope to release next year, but i cant exsactly say when since this stuff often take a lot of time

regardless, happy holidays everyone!

im just exsausted, i can bearly focus on anything

im sick but my mom dosent care, instead she has made it worse

obviously, the previous abuse wasnt enough, gotta get rid of the burden that is me

being sick makes me unable to work anymore, stops me from finding a place and leaving the house faster

gotta take care of that quickly, just move out and just leave me to figure things out

Hello everyone, i just like to say that im still working on art and stuff, just havent uploaded in a while, but i havent stopped making it or anything. Hopefully ill be able to upload a piece ive been working on for a while soon!

Unfortunately Ive been dealing a lot with weird health problems, which also doesn't make it easier to make stuff

Ive been getting dizzy, almost passing out. while this happens Ive been noticing how low my heartbeat is, the suddenly picking up again like hitting the gas while driving a car. This is accompanied fatigue and stings in my hands and legs.

If your familiar with these things you may notice these symptoms resemble the early stages of a certain heal affliction that starts with a B and is associated with sugar...needless to say this shit is terrifying

Luckily i have happen to have a friend who has studied to be a doctor and they have been helping me out a lot.

I sincerely hope that with there guidance and help we will be able to set things right again.

life kinda is hell, but at least I'm not alone

After how my previous update posts where, I wanted to say that I’m pretty fine

life continues to throw difficult circumstances at me, but I can and will manage

i suffered from a lot of mental health problems and some losses to over the last few months

but it made me think about what I do have, and that is a bunch of people who really care about me

furthermore, even if I am in a bad situation I am not stuck, things can improve, I can improve

sorry this is just a bunch of stuff, but I want people to know I’ll be alright

It all doesnt make sense, i cant understand why everyone has bought into this idea that they like to have me be *existing*

they all know exactly how annoying i am, what a nuisance i am, they know i will upset at things that don't matter at all

i know exactly that if i said nothing, nobody would ever notice i was gone, it will help you, why is everyone so stubborn?

Though i don't even have an easy fast way to go away, why are you worried? you know im to much of a coward to do anything anyways

I feel the urge to just disappear, just so people don’t have to do with anything related to me anymore.

everyone would be happy about it, a burden is taken of your shoulders

it would be cruel not to do this, I don’t want to make life worse for everyone

I just wanted to apologize that my art output is so little - ive been very busy and stressed with life, honestly im pretty depressed too. I hoped to focus on putting out a few more high effort things over time, but i guess thats just not how the Internet works.

Ive been working on some very big projects too though, projects that i hope to tell you about relatively soon, but knowing me - it probably will still take a long while.

I’m sitting here, waiting with bated breath for my Friend to hit 1k with like 10 people missing,

but honestly it’s taking just to long for me. So now I’m gonna kick you out of your Bed,

because Bleak Creep is an excellent artist and your not doing yourself any favors by sleeping on her!

Her Art is just an utter treat, open your eyes people!

She’s also working on other cool projects. For instance, togetherh @Peti & @P-PAMda there making a cool little autumn game, which looks sweeter then any American food product full of corn syrup!

Not to mention another secret game project with yours truly, But yours see that one later.

You can also watch US, an lgbt love story thats the coolest thing ever!

and I’m not just saying that cause I’m in the credits… but it helps you know.

So, you gonna be a loser, or are you gonna Join me with the cool kids and watch Bleak-Creep?

It’s your choice, can’t stop you from being stupid after all.

So yesterday my latest pixel art appeared on the front page!

You know, Jesus might think he is famous, but is he on NGs frontage? i think not!

Because this I got am influx of new People that follow my work, that’s neat,

Its over 20 and soon approaching 30. Hello there everybody, who are you cool people?