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Vivian @controllerjar

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Posted by controllerjar - February 24th, 2024


After how my previous update posts where, I wanted to say that I’m pretty fine

life continues to throw difficult circumstances at me, but I can and will manage


i suffered from a lot of mental health problems and some losses to over the last few months

but it made me think about what I do have, and that is a bunch of people who really care about me

furthermore, even if I am in a bad situation I am not stuck, things can improve, I can improve


sorry this is just a bunch of stuff, but I want people to know I’ll be alright


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Posted by controllerjar - January 6th, 2024


It all doesnt make sense, i cant understand why everyone has bought into this idea that they like to have me be *existing*

they all know exactly how annoying i am, what a nuisance i am, they know i will upset at things that don't matter at all

i know exactly that if i said nothing, nobody would ever notice i was gone, it will help you, why is everyone so stubborn?

Though i don't even have an easy fast way to go away, why are you worried? you know im to much of a coward to do anything anyways


Posted by controllerjar - December 28th, 2023


I feel the urge to just disappear, just so people don’t have to do with anything related to me anymore.

everyone would be happy about it, a burden is taken of your shoulders

it would be cruel not to do this, I don’t want to make life worse for everyone


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Posted by controllerjar - July 2nd, 2023


I just wanted to apologize that my art output is so little - ive been very busy and stressed with life, honestly im pretty depressed too. I hoped to focus on putting out a few more high effort things over time, but i guess thats just not how the Internet works.


Ive been working on some very big projects too though, projects that i hope to tell you about relatively soon, but knowing me - it probably will still take a long while.


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Posted by controllerjar - October 23rd, 2022


I’m sitting here, waiting with bated breath for my Friend to hit 1k with like 10 people missing,

but honestly it’s taking just to long for me. So now I’m gonna kick you out of your Bed,

because Bleak Creep is an excellent artist and your not doing yourself any favors by sleeping on her!


Her Art is just an utter treat, open your eyes people!



She’s also working on other cool projects. For instance, togetherh @Peti & @P-PAMda there making a cool little autumn game, which looks sweeter then any American food product full of corn syrup!



Not to mention another secret game project with yours truly, But yours see that one later.

You can also watch US, an lgbt love story thats the coolest thing ever!

and I’m not just saying that cause I’m in the credits… but it helps you know.



So, you gonna be a loser, or are you gonna Join me with the cool kids and watch Bleak-Creep?

It’s your choice, can’t stop you from being stupid after all.


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Posted by controllerjar - August 3rd, 2022


So yesterday my latest pixel art appeared on the front page!

You know, Jesus might think he is famous, but is he on NGs frontage? i think not!


Because this I got am influx of new People that follow my work, that’s neat,

Its over 20 and soon approaching 30. Hello there everybody, who are you cool people?


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