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Thoughts

Posted by controllerjar - February 24th, 2024


After how my previous update posts where, I wanted to say that I’m pretty fine

life continues to throw difficult circumstances at me, but I can and will manage


i suffered from a lot of mental health problems and some losses to over the last few months

but it made me think about what I do have, and that is a bunch of people who really care about me

furthermore, even if I am in a bad situation I am not stuck, things can improve, I can improve


sorry this is just a bunch of stuff, but I want people to know I’ll be alright


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Can definitely feel ya there.
Just climbed out of a week-long depressive streak that left me nearly sleepless for a few days.
Best thing to do is to keep chugging along--and having a support network definitely helps (no matter how small it is).
That and---in my case--stubbornly clinging onto a goal inspite of my brain falling into the water (so-to-speak).

I'm glad to know that you are feeling better than before and that you are willing to face whatever is dragging you down. I sincerely hope things will continue to be positive on your side.

It's alright! And I wanna assure you things can improve cuz for years and particularly in 2023, I was doing terrible. But so far this year, I've been doing pretty well :) I've been on an antidepressant, and its working and I feel like my art has been getting better.

Just in general, please keep in mind to never be too hard on yourself, yknow? The way I look at it is Life is already hard enough, so why should I make it even harder? Take it easy, make time for things you enjoy, and just figure things out step by step yknow? :) Good luck with your mental health! :D