Getting a lot of stinging in my hands and feet today, im not feeling well. I wanna just destress and play smt 5, but all these health issues are to prevelent. if i really am having betus potencially, them im getting completly fucked over by the doctors and there "well take one measurement" stick. It won't help if you measure something this very moment if rn im not having episodes of passing out, like come on now, you wont fucking find anything that way. Then again, is it even Betus? I don't fucking know, but the threat of permanent nerve damage is terrifying and i cant use these delays on this potencially ticking timebomb. Its made the depression worse to; these constant bad things have to be deserved, maybe the people in my life where right for abandoning me, maybe this is what i deserve.
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Dont get lazy-if you think these pay for hire faggots are bungling ya over either scrounge up money for someone more competent or go somewhere else. This isnt something to take lightly and you don´t have the luxury of feeling bad about yourself nor self-deprecation. Get this shit done.